We finally wed on 4th September 11 again that was emotional too because twice before our wedding was broken off once even on the day just a few hours before! So this again was like walking on thin ice. It was a bright sunny day to be honest I didn't have the fullest of weddings like most asian's do but however we tried to make the most of it if I'm honest. I did dress up this is some of the pics from the wedding (not like I had many we got married at home and I did my own make-up which didn't look the best due to stress).
Anyway since getting married alot changed for me and alot happened for the first time in 7 years I wasn't working, I had to leave my job, move away from my family (I'd never lived away from home and I am very family orientated my bro's, sis, mum n dad are n were my best friends), set up in a new home, took us 3 trips to move all my stuff, I hate the area and people of where I live and then I FELL PREGNANT within 2-3 weeks of getting married!
So as you can imagine it all got very tough I stayed very ill through my pregnancy at 6 weeks I got told my pregnancy may be a ectopic then eventually I got told I had a cyst =[ which was causing horrendous pain. At 6 months I was losing weight you couldn't even tell I was preg until 8 months because I was so sick I also had gestational diabetes. Finally they induced me 2 weeks early and again I had a very emotional and dramatic 4 days of contractions and labor pains and the rest of it because my poor lil boy wasn't ready to come. I suffered very bad depression through my pregnancy and even after nightmares about death and dying didn't help =[.
Through all this my husband was my rock he looked after me cooked, cleaned, cleaned my sick for the whole 9 months LITERALLY. He used to feed me in the morning before he left for work he would then return at dinner and feed me n then again as soon as he got in from work and so on. Not only did he used to feed me he even had to wait around for me to throw up after he had fed me because whenever I ate I was sick it was like it was a routine. He left football and going to the gym and couch days on the PS3 to look after me I was practically bedridden. Even through giving birth if I didn't have him or my mum I have no idea what I would have done. So you can imagine what chaotic 5 years I had.
Not all stories have a sad ending I'm living proof =] ....
For my 1st anniversary the hubby treated me to another yes ANOTHER shopping spree (post is yet to come) and bought me this gorgeous ring. Diamonds are truly a girls best friend!
My gorgeous hubby <3
Its been pretty emotinal for me to write this post and alot of stopping and coming back to it hence why I'm posting it late hope you enjoyed it x